Beloved yiruma with lyrics!

You know what:? I've my heart broken, even tough now i;m start to forget it.. I don't like to be buried in my sadness... I try to overcome it, i want to smile like i used to be.. and when my friends show this video, its just like my feeling that time.. I just want to share it.. Enjoy watching :)



Lyrics :
My heart has broken
My Tears fall soundlessly 
And I cannot sleep through one night
If my dreams stay
And my heart shattered 
and I cannot breath the air
If I need to breath, It needs to be your air

And I sing to myself to get myself to get to sleep
cause I remember thats how it used to be
Exept it was you ,your perfect voice, your perfect arms around me

And the magic I felt that coursed through me
Was a feeling that nobody will ever believe
But now you left you took everything out of me 
You were my angel
You guided me through my fears
And even though your not with me anymore 
I still believe that your here
Coz when something reminds me of you
Your voice runs through my mind
And It gets to painful when I realise your not mine 

And I sing to myself to get myself to get to sleep
cause I remember thats how it used to be
Exept it was you your perfect voice, your perfect arms around me

And the magic I felt that coursed through me
Was a feeling that nobody will ever believe
But now you left you took everything out of me 
Remembering old times
Remembering your laugh
I fight through my tears
I wish you were here
So I could see you once more 
Remember the old tree
You used to climb with me
You wont let me fall 
Youd hold on strong
But that has changed over the years

Why does love have to turn into hate?
You cant save me now its too late 
....

And I do need you
Its stupid to not think to
Your all that I need 
To save me from me 
Im missing you deeply
Im sick of crying
Sick of not smiling
If you were here
Id hold you my dear 
untill the day turned dark

The World Is Too Much With Us

The World Is Too Much With UsBy WILLIAM WORDSWORTH


The world is too much with us; late and soon,
Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers;
Little we see in Nature that is ours;
We have given our hearts away, a sordid boon!
This Sea that bares her bosom to the moon,
The winds that will be howling at all hours,
And are up-gathered now like sleeping flowers,
For this, for everything, we are out of tune;
It moves us not. --Great God! I'd rather be
A Pagan suckled in a creed outworn;
So might I, standing on this pleasant lea,
Have glimpses that would make me less forlorn;
Have sight of Proteus rising from the sea;
Or hear old Triton blow his wreathed horn.

Summary :

The speaker complains that "the world" is too overwhelming for us to appreciate it. We're so concerned about time and money that we use up all our energy. People want to accumulate stuff, so they see nothing in Nature that they can "own." According to the speaker, we've sold our souls.

We should be able to appreciate beautiful events like the moon shining over the ocean and the blowing of strong winds, but it's like we're on a different wavelength from Nature. We're kind of like, "Eh."

The speaker would rather be a pagan who worships an outdated religion so that when he gazes out on the ocean (as he's doing now), he might feel less sad. If he were a pagan, he'd see wild mythological gods like Proteus, who can take many shapes, and Triton, who looks like a mer-man.

Don't you guys agree with this too? Sometimes we forget about a little thing but precious in our life, we forget how beautiful it is to wake up in the morning and see the sun rise, we forget how good it feels when the wind blow, and how beautiful our nature.. People only care about money and stuff. They don't care what happen to our nature if they can get what they want.. Aren't we so selfish? we only care about our self, we don't care about things around us.. Don't you ashamed? we Can't live without our nature, we live from it nut we never take the responsibility to keep it save and we never give our time to appreciate it.. We already be PEOPLE who progress such a high technology but mentality we even worse than people that live thousand years ago.. 

I just want to say, take our times guys and start to appreciate our nature don't be so obsessed with money and stuff.. You can't buy your happiness nor peace with money, Our Nature need our Help,, we should start to pay back what we take from it.. 

Kaka is A hero?

KAKA IS A HERO

            First of all, I want to be honest.. I don’t know who is kaka.. so when I do some research about him I even ask my boy friends, but all of them have same answer They don’t know about kaka, they even ask me who is kaka.. and I have to explain it to them that kaka is a famous football player.. and when one of them said that they know what’s great about kaka they said : “His skill at football is better than me”, and I’m just : Hell yeah, I already know about that, even all of people in the world know about that right?

            First thing that I remember about kaka is that he is handsome, despite his face I don’t know anything at all.. I don’t even know what is his full name nor which club that he attend.. I completely blank and when I look at his biography I don’t find anything special..
            Yeah his football skill is great but then what? What that make he different than other football player except his look? Then I found a blog that write article about kaka..
here some data about him :

Name : Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite

Born : Brasilia, Brazil, 22 April 1982

Club : Real Madrid

High/weigh : 186 cm/73 kg

Position : Attacking Midfielder

Number : 8

Achievement :

Torneio Rio (Sao Paulo), 2001

Supercampeonato Paulista (Sao Paulo), 2002

European Super Cup, 2003

Runner Up Intercontinental Cup, Juara Seri A, dan Juara Italian Super Cup (AC Milan), 2004

Runner Up Liga Champion UEFA, 2004-2005

Juara Liga Champion UEFA, 2006-2007

National achievement (Brazil) :

Juara FIFA World Cup, 2002

Runner Up CONCACAF Gold Cup, 2003

Juara Piala Konfederasi, 2005

See, there’s so much achievement that he got.. he is great isn’t he? Well I start to respect him, except his look he can make his hometown proud, he in his own way and in his hobby can become a hero that being respected by many people not even in his hometown but also by all the people in the world. But not only his achievement that make me start to respect him but also his personality, because when I’m looking for more data about kaka I found out that he is very religious. His personality is awesome you know, he is a famous person, everybody know him further more he is a rich guy. You know all the famous people tend to have a glamorous life, but not kaka, he is still keep low profile and have a simple life even thought because of that kaka is not as famous as other Madrid’s players.  They said that kaka had an accident on 2000, and they said that kaka can’t play football anymore, but because of some miracle kaka is fully healed and he said that’s all because of God.

His personality that keep low profile, religious, has a simple life that make me believe that kaka has a quality to become hero. I mean you can be as famous as you want but it’s so hard to still has a simple life and keep low profile. Yes, he is great at football but his personality that make he is different from other. His personality that make he can be a special football player, his personality that make he has the quality to become a hero. His personality that make me say Kaka is a hero, not only for his club or his family but also his hometown and even all the people that want to be a football player but don’t want to end up like other football player that have glamorous life. He can be a hero and teach other that you still can be a great person even if you keep low profile, simple and believe in God.
that’s all that I can say about kaka and his quality to become a hero. Thanks for your attention and stay low profile and believe in God.

What's the mst important Thing that you bring on a vacation?

wew.. There's will be a holiday soon... ha ha can't wait for that... :D
I'll not just stay at home!!! I'll go on vacation ha ha love it so much...  hmm... i should prepare all the stuffs i need on vacation... what should i bring??


First off all, i'll bring my mobile phone, my notebook, my wallet and all id and money that i have, i guess that's all my priority stuffs... so what should i bring else?
I'll traveling around town so i just have to thing stuff that i need in town.. what would it be?

• clothes of course few couple of it, bring formal one may be I'll go to somewhere that need to us formal outfit.. who knows? (short pants, t-shirt, shirt, jeans, underwear, etc)
• shoes because I'll need that, my feet will be hurt a lot if i traveling without it..
• slippers, i won't use shoes every time anywhere.. if i stay at hotel i will used slippers instead of shoes
• moccasin, if i bored use shoes or my shoes start smell bad ill use moccasin..
• jacket, i hate cold, and even in sunny day i will use it because i don't want my skin burn
• first aid kit, who knows what will happen, so just in case I'll bring first aid kit on my vacation
• Money, Id card, credit card, (i already mention it or not?),, I'll go shopping all merchandise that i want so i will bring money, ID card just in case if suddenly police come and ask for it
• mineral water, i might be thirsty right? and if buy it that will be expensive
• hat, r glasses, just avoid the sun.. may be I'll use hat more
• backpack, all the clothes and other stuff that big or i use rarely will be on suitcase but other stuf like mobile phone, mineral water, wallet, etc will be on my backpack.. moreover we can't bring suitcase when we traveling around right?
• camera, i won't lose any memory that i spend so I'll take a lot of pictures or video? haha

Hmmmm.... i thought that's all that I'll bring on my vacation.. do you agree with me? or there's more stuff that i should bring on?
Thank you for reading :D

What you got from your FRIENDS????

Hi everybody we meet again, now i want to ask you Question that may be all of us wonder of the answer and ask about it.. The topic that i want we discuss is "What we got from our Friends?"

May be all of us ask the same thing like i did, "why we should go find friends?", "why i have to go to my neighbors just to say hello?" or "why i have to accompany you go to the bathroom? you can do all by yourself (actually sometimes I'm asking about this when my friend ask me to accompany her)" and many Question like this...
I 'm thinking about this from time to time... so i ask my friend why they want me to be their friend or to some people that didn't say hello even meet their friend... Some of my friends said we need each other, i need you to share my happiness or my sadness... i need you just to feel I'm accepted, i need you to copy your note at class because i didn't came, and others..
And some others of my friends said, we need friends just for fulfill what we need, when i need you i'm your friend and we are not need each other we don't know each other..

There's so many opinion about this, but for myself, i think we got even more than that.... we need friend for share what we have because even we are happy but there's no other people that can celebrate it with us it became a waste... but sometimes we have to be an individual that can make a decision by our self and didn't depend to other' opinion...
we got everything we need and we don't need from our friend... We are social beings we can't live with no other people around us.. and where's the fun if we just live by our self?

That's all that i can say about "What we got from our friends?" and all back to you to conclude all of this..
thanks for reading.. :)

About Me

Hi everybody  welcome to my own personal blog "Sansin' Blog"...
My name is Mega Sinaga, I'm studying pharmacy at Sanata Dharma University in Jogjakarta... My hobby is reading, traveling, shopping and writing...
This is my first blog and i am not used to this yet, so i hope you all can help me to increase my blog and i'm so sorry if there's  mistake with my grammar or limited vocabulary because i just learn all of this.. :)
You can Help me to correct my grammar or vocabulary, because i want to improve my English so i start this blog using English, and even more i want you all can understand my blog (i don't want just people that came from same country with me that can understand my blog.. i want to share everything i know to everybody in the world, that's why I'm using English after all English is an international language right?

So, that's all that i can say about me.. I hope you all can enjoy this blog... :)